Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Where has the time gone? I am 38 weeks today and bigger then ever!  The coolest thing happened while I as at work.  Naten started moving a little and then my stomach got really hard.  I think he shifted his whole body, or something.  So of course I was poking around trying to figure out what was what and then I felt this hard, pointy thing.  My first thought was his elbow but it was way too high so as I continued feeling, he moved a little more and it was the outline of his FOOT!  It was so cool!  I could feel the entire outline of his foot, all the way around.  Some people said when they were pregnant they experience seeing the babies hand pressed really tight against their belly and they could see if go from side to side but I haven't see anything like that with this pregnancy, at least not that defined.  I just thought it was amazing to be able to feel him and know what it was I was touching.  I will never forget it!

Monday, January 21, 2008
Well another day, another doctor's appt. and it went great.  First I have to say that I just feel blessed for things to be going as good as they are, "knock on wood!"  I made some progress since last Monday.  Today I was dilated to 2 and 85% ephased.  Hopefully by next Monday I will have made the same or more progress so that the induction on Tuesday will move right along.  I am feeling good, swollen and tired but can't complain because I am not miserable and I don't want to take one day of this pregnancy for granite.  Waited far too long!!  8 days to go......I just can’t imagine that in 8 days I will be holding Naten.  I get emotional just thinking about it, I love him so much already!!

Sunday, January 20, 2008
What a busy weekend!  My mom and I pretty much finished up all the details in Naten's room.  Whew!!!  For the past two weeks I have had this urgency to get it finished just in case Naten decided to come early.  Well my mom finished the bedding on Saturday - It is Gorgeous - and everything was finished and put in it's place yesterday afternoon.  Everything turned out so nice, better then what I had imagined.  We only have one finishing touch but need some help so we are waiting on Dad to get home from California to help us with that.  Take a look at all the pictures on the photo album or under The Nursery on the main page.    I also purchased a scrapbook that I am going to use as a guest book.  I read about this on-line and liked the idea of having all of Naten's first time guests have his picture taken with them and then have them write something to him in this book.  I think it will make a nice keepsake.  I started working on that last night.  Someone said he is a boy he won't care about something like that, but I do.  And.....he may not so much when he is older but his wife will, or at least I think so.  If not, then I can always keep it.  

Thursday, January 17, 2008
Since I am being induced on January 29th, I only have 12 days left until Naten is born.  I really can't believe it!  Yesterday I experienced several small contractions but nothing pain shattering.  Naten has been moving less, but still moving and has had the hiccups on occasion.  Today was the first day I woke up and haven't been able to eat anything. Right now the thought of food makes me feel sick, kinda like some stages in my first trimester.  My body is changing, I can tell and I will spare the details but I know it is getting ready for the birth.   I was so disappointed because I have been to several different classes but the one I was most looking forward to was Lamaze.  Well guess what, call me scatter brain because I totally forgot about the class and missed it.  So now, I am going to have this baby without having Lamaze first.  My doctor said that breathing will come to me naturally but so many people say how much it helped them.  I am sure it will be fine, but I would have like to have gone and experience the class.  Oh Well….what can you do!

Monday, January 14, 2008

My doctor’s appt. today went great, I am 36 weeks and 6 days.  I was a little nervous going because of this fear that he was going to tell me I had gained another 10 pounds but I in fact lost a little over a pound.  I was talking to a friend last night and we were laughing about how I am going to start my diet now, this is only because she gained a whopping 14 pounds with her first pregnancy.  You know who you are……PUNK!  J  Anyways the doctor did his first exam on me today and it couldn’t have went better.  My blood pressure was perfect, 120/60, and no protein in my urine.  As far as Naten well he measured good and we learned that I am 75%-80% ephased and dilated to 1.  I didn’t get to excited about being dilated to 1 because I know I can stay like that for weeks.  I was happier that I am already 75%-80% ephased.  After my doctor’s appt. he sent me to the hospital for a stress test. Only because Naten hasn’t been moving as much as the doctor would like him too.  After about a half hour hooked up to the monitor the nurse came in and looked over the chart and said, Oh my word are you feeling that?  Feeling what?  The contractions you are having!  Come to find out the whole time I was at the hospital I was having contractions every 5-8 minutes.  Just small mini ones, but they were happening and I didn’t even know it.  Now, if the rest of my labor experience could happen that way, that would be great!  After my appt. was over I told my mom and the nurse that it was really un-fair that the doctor was able to touch my son before me. Then it kinda tripped me out to think the doctor was even able to touch him, we can just leave it at that!!

Friday, January 11, 2008
Well No I am not miserable and yes I am not sleeping well.  These two questions are what I am getting asked the most.  I have not reached a stage where I am miserable and I hope I don't get there.  I am however not sleeping well, especially last night.  I couldn't get comfy and things felt like they were adjusting and stretching.  I didn't sleep much at all.  The other funny thing I have heard over the past couple days is "You look like your ready to pop" and "Wow aren't you sticking out there today!"  Pretty funny because I have always heard that said to others, just never to me.  Then last night when I got home from work I was looking at the difference in my stomach over the past week and a half and there is a BIG difference in the size and shape of my stomach.  We know Naten's head is down but he hasn't dropped yet so I am just waiting for that to happen any day now. The picture of my bare belly was taken on 1/10/08.

Wednesday, January 9, 2008
Well I don't know if it was or not but while sitting at my desk I got a sharp pain in my back that traveled to my tummy and my tummy got hard as a rock.  Could have been a Braxton hick, I suppose.  I went to a labor and delivery class on Monday night so the instructor was talking about what to expect and it got me thinking about the past couple week when I have had some not so great feelings in my back and stomach. I am not talking about unbearable pain, just more of an uncomfortable feeling.  I think it is all just apart of pregnancy.  Naten is getting ready!

Saturday, January 5, 2008
One month from today is the big day!! I can't believe it!  Then to think there is always the possibility that he could come early….   I am just so excited and can't wait to meet him.  He's not even here yet but already fills my day with smiles with every move he makes.  He is my sunshine!

Thursday, January 3, 2008
Today it finally happened, Naten had the hiccups!  I have heard friends talk about it and people would ask me if he had the hiccups yet, but the answer was always no.  Well today after I finished eating some spicy spaghetti and salad he had the hiccups for about 5 minutes.  It was the sweetest thing.  I watched my tummy jump consistently and couldn't help but smile and laugh.  Just another reason to be amazed that he is really in there.  I feel so grateful!!

Monday, December 31, 2007
I had a great doctor's appt. today.   Besides me putting on a few too many pounds, which I am sure has nothing to do with the holiday and the goodies and sweets that surround me, my blood pressure was great and there was no protein in my urine.  But the even better news is that Naten looked great.  My big-o belly measured well which means he is still growing, his heart beat was very strong and his head has officially shifted downward.  A few weeks ago he started going that direction but then moved around some more but this time the doctor said there was no doubt that he is where he should be right now.  My prayer is that he stays that way.   My stomach should be dropping sometime in the next two weeks, which makes me realize that Naten could be here any time.  We are SO excited!!!

I also finally decided to have an epidural if I can't handle the pain during labor.  I have talked to so many people now that have all expressed the same thing and that is, take it if you can.  Right now labor and delivery doesn't scare me because I know it will hurt and I do have a high tolerance for pain, but from what I understand I can't even imagine what it will really be like.  So I have decided if I can handle it I want to go natural but if I can't handle it then bring on the epidural. 

Friday, December 28, 2007
So I hope you all had a great Christmas.  We spent Christmas in Kansas at my sister Tonya's. My dad had surgery the day after Christmas at KU University Hospital so we have been spending most of our time here with dad.  Yesterday Naten was moving so much. I would say he did some serious shifting or at least it felt like it.  We sat in the waiting room at the hospital and watched him move all over the place for a couple of hours.  Some moves were slow and not very noticeable other moves were very strong and could be seen from a far distance.  My niece Emily said he was playing basketball in my tummy.  It was a lot of fun!

Today while visiting my dad I was sitting on a plastic black chair talking and out of no where the chair just slipped right up from underneath me.  It was very funny but thankfully wasn't a big enough fall to put me into labor.

December 25, 2007
Naten isn't even here yet and is already getting spoiled.  For Christmas he received several presents.  Including his very first Tigger stocking filled will all kinds of goodies, some clothes and hats, a gift certificate to target and his very first rocking horse.  This is the cutest horse you have ever seen.  When you squeeze the ear the horse makes sounds like a real horse and his tails wags back and forth.  It is adorable and was a gift from My nephews Deven and Jerron and my niece Emily.   He also got a beautiful baby book.  I have been looking on-line for sometime to find the perfect book and hadn't found it but my mom and dad did.  It is perfect and just what I wanted.  To all the family and friends - THANK YOU for making Naten's Christmas so special.

December 18, 2007
I had a great doctor's appt. yesterday afternoon.  My tummy is measuring right which means Naten is growing.  His heart rate was strong and his head is already pointing in the right direction.  Hopefully it stays that way!! 

Today I am 33 weeks!  There are only 48 days until Naten will be done cooking and the way things are going I will probably be educed in January which means that  one month from now I could possibly be holding a precious baby boy in my arms.  Matthew and I were talking yesterday about how it has just recently hit me that in a short time we will be responsible for a new life in this world.  Then I kinda started freaking out!!  I think it is probably normal to feel so excited but terrified at the same time.

Speaking of terrified I went to a class last night on pain relief in labor and I am still undecided if I will or will not have an epidural.  Don't know why this is such a huge decision for me when so many people say - HAVE IT!! I guess I am just not there yet and maybe I like the thought of thinking I am strong enough to handle the pain, however I think that's highly unlikely.  I guess time will tell!

December 13, 2007
Well I have been in Missouri nearly 2 weeks and was initiated to the city of Carthage by an ice storm that knocked out our electricity for 4.5 days.  It wouldn't have been so bad but it was cold and there is only so much you can do while sitting in the dark.  To top it off my parents basement flooded so my dad was carrying heavy buckets of water upstairs and there wasn’t anything I could do to help. I am however thankful this all happened before Naten is born and pray that is doesn’t happen again or at least not for a long time.  My parents have a wood burning fireplace, a gas stove and a gas water heater so we were able to stay warm for the most part, eat well and take a warm shower.  Take a look at the photo album for some of the pictures, you won't believe the damage this storm caused in town!

As far as baby goes - he is doing well and growing like crazy.  I feel like my stomach gets bigger every time I look at it.  He is very active and is getting much stronger and according to the doctor he has started to turn so his head is pointing in the right direction.  My next appointment is Monday and I am expecting a great report.

December 5, 2007
Well time has been flying by.  I realized today I haven't posted anything on the website since mid November.  Let's see, what's new....well I am getting bigger by the day and more swollen by the minute.  I have been taking a bath every night to help with the swelling but by mid morning the next day I have a hard time finding shoes that fit.  I never knew one person could swell so much.

I have also moved since I last wrote on my journal.  That's right, I am living in Carthage, Missouri with my family. Grammy, Papa, Aunties, Uncle and the Cousins are sure happy about the thought of having Naten around as a baby and are looking forward to all his first's.  However, the move was a challenge!  After 14-15 hours of driving, and several stops along the way because I was sick we finally made it.  Naten rooms is also coming along so I will be posting pictures of that on the website very soon. Leaving Denver was very hard!  I am going to miss so many things but more then anything I am going to miss the Stutzman family; Russ, Becky, Brad and Tori.  If you read this I miss and love you guys very much.  They have been my life savers over the past few years and I will miss see their faces everyday.

I went to my new doctors on Monday and really liked him.  His name is Dr. Chesney.  He was very nice and seemed like a gentle man.  I was nervous at first because I am so used to having a female doctor but he seems great.  Looks like the baby is already starting to turn and his heart rate is perfect. I also learned that what I have been thinking was his back this whole time is actually his butt.   The other good news is that my blood pressure was really good and it looks like I may be educed the last week in January.  Overall the Carrillo clan is doing great!!

November 16, 2007
Well this has been a rather interesting week.  Naten is doing great but is kicking my hinny at times.  Over the past couple weeks I have been swelling like a balloon in my face, feet, ankles and hands.  After a few doctor's visits and a small stay in labor and delivery my doctor thinks I may be developing toxemia.  The key word here is that it may be developing but I haven't been diagnosed.  I am hoping it stays this way. I have always had great blood pressure but it has been high the last several times we have checked it and I am retaining water so they are going to just keep a close eye on me. From here on out I will be going to the doctor's twice a week for routine check ups.  I don’t really mind because I would rather be safe then sorry.  The good news is that Naten is moving around and his heart rate is very strong. Last week I also experienced the Gestational Diabetes test and am glad to say that all came back ok.  It is so hard to believe that Naten will be here in 12 weeks, I can’t wait!!! Oh yeah this picture....this is what you call a swollen face - Oh my!!!

So I can’t believe that I am 27 weeks into my pregnancy.  It seems so long ago when we found out we were pregnant and now time is passing by so quickly.  I am just trying to soak up and enjoy every minute.  This is a pretty exciting week because not only have I entered into the 3^rd trimester but my mom and sisters are coming to visit this weekend for my shower that Becky is hosting.  It is going to be a really great time, can’t wait!!  I would say in the last week the biggest difference I have noticed in my body is that when it is time to go, I have to go.  I can no longer hold it even for a few minutes.  It is funny, some days I will be working away and it hits me and I find myself walking so quickly to the restroom I might as well run. 

Something else I realized today it that I am not myself these days.  I am a planner by heart and usually I have things lined up and a “to-do” list.  It hit today while I was talking to a co-worker that is due in a few weeks that I haven’t done anything for the arrival of Naten nor do I have anything ready for him.  So I kicked it into high gear!!.  I am now cramming 3 classes into the next two weeks at the hospital.  I will be taking Babycare, Breastfeeding Class and Infant CPR. We will take the birthing class in December.  I am also trying to get in touch with the local fire department to get all the details on how to install the car seat properly.  As far as the babies room, well the crib has arrived so I just need to pick it up and my mom is working on the bedding.  So things are coming along, hopefully everything will be ready and waiting for Naten’s arrival before Christmas so I can take things easy in January.

November 3, 2007
It is about 11:30 PM on Saturday night and Naten has been moving all around. It is obvious that he moves the most as night, which makes me wonder if that is a sign of things to come.  As he was moving and kicking I lifted my shirt and saw my stomach move right below my belly button.  It was such an awesome moment and for all you mom's out there I am sure you remember how you felt at that moment.  It was a moment I will never forget!!  Of course I wanted him to do it again, but he didn’t.  Still in the womb and already stubborn!! 

I had the nice privilege of visiting my family in Joplin for just a few days this week and my time with them was great.  My mom, dad and sister were amazed at how much my tummy had grown since they saw me last.  My parents also surprised me and Matthew with a Sony Video Camera/Camera.  Talk about excited!!  I have no words at what a wonderful surprise it was.  I no longer have to worry about getting all those special moments on video.  THANK YOU MOM AND DAD!!! 

October 26, 2007
Well I can't believe that in just a few days I will be 26 weeks pregnant - where has the time gone!!  Naten has been moving so much the last several days, I love it! I was also informed from a very loving and sweet friend that I officially "look" pregnant in my face.  I knew this was coming and I am totally ok with it, I think! :-) I think she referred to me as Mrs. Clause!!  Anyways it was all in fun! Some days I am more swollen then others that is for sure.  What can you do??  The latest thing that has been happening to me is hand cramps in my left hand only.  I thought maybe it was carpal tunnel but I called my doctor and she told me that it was totally normal so I will just expect it to go away.  Very strange!!  Of course then I read up on it on-line and it doesn’t seem somewhat common among women in their 2^nd and 3^rd trimester. 

October 23, 2007
I keep meaning to add to my journal these few misc. things but keep forgetting so I finally decided to just do it while I thought about it. 

GUM - Haven't been able to chew any since my 2nd or 3rd month of pregnancy.  It isn't the taste it is the texture or something that automatically makes me want to throw up.  Thank God for mints otherwise I may not have many friends!!

ORANGE JUICE AND APPLE JUICE - I can't get enough, especially since month 4.  However there is a certain brand I prefer.  Tree Top Apple Juice and Simply Orange, Original Pulp Free.  Yummy Yummy Yummy! 

These are just a couple of things that I don't want to forget when my pregnancy is over.

October 18, 2007
So it is rather strange how all the sudden everything pumpkin spice is like a little bit of heaven to me.  From the candle to a muffin to a drink. It could be cinnamon as well because I am loving cinnamon mints.  The good thing is that ‘tis the season’ with all the fragrances right now.  However there is a big difference between pumpkin spice and sweet cinnamon pumpkin.  Now I don't like that so much!!

So I went to the chiropractor this week because my back was killing me on Sunday and Monday. Come to find out I had 4 ribs out of place and some other muscle in my lower back/ upper butt that was all wacked.  It was crazy how much better I felt when I left his office.   Not sure how I did this to myself but the chiropractor did show me some good stretches I can do at home.  Maybe that will help avoid this from happening again.  What can you do!

October 12, 2007
Well last night was a great and new experience.  I went to bed and was laying on my left side with my body pillow in between my legs.  I was so comfortable and ready to fall into a deep sleep and then Naten decided otherwise.  He started moving like he never moved before.  At first I was like, oh he is moving. Then I was like wait he is really moving and it continued for another 15 minutes or so.  His movements were constant and stronger then ever.  I didn't want to move out of the position I was in because I didn't want him to stop so I stayed put.  I put my hand where all the action was happening and I actually felt a little kick on my hand.  WOW!!!  So of course I laughed and cried a little, talked to him and told him how much I love him.  Then he settled down, he must have rolled over and went to sleep.    Once again I am amazed; he blows my mind every minute of every day.  It was a time I will never forget, it was unforgettable!!!

October 5, 2007
Well I had another ultrasound this past Wednesday and it went great.  Naten is a perfect bill of health and is right on track.  He know weight's one pound and is in the 49th percentile.  During the ultrasound we were talking about the 3D ultrasounds and the tech decided to switch into that mode for just a few minutes.  She was nice enough to take a few pictures as well.  Check out the photo album for an update!  It was really cool.  

I have been feeling pretty good and enjoying every kick from little Naten.  It is funny to me how some days I don't really feel him at all and other days I feel like he is trying to tell me something.  It is once again a reminder of this awesome blessing. 

I don't have another doctor's appt. for a few weeks.  I was also told I won't have another ultrasound before Naten is born which totally bums me out.  It seems like such a long time, but it will be here before you know it.  After all I am now almost 23 weeks.  CRAZY!!

September 12, 2007
I really want to know now!!  I don't think I have ever experienced such anticipation like I have today.  The clock is not ticking fast enough; time is going by way to slow.  I just can't wait to see Sunshine.  Boy or Girl, either way will be perfect.  I am once again so overwhelmed by this experience.  Today I was getting dressed and looked down and it hit me all over again - YOUR PREGNANT - I am amazed and blown away by the awesome gift God has given me.  I have also decided that I will find out the sex today and keep it a secret between Matthew and I.  Everyone else will have to find out when Sunshine arrives to the world. 

Oh and yesterday I received the baby shower invitations that my sister in laws and mother in law made for my shower coming up in California.  They are SO CUTE!! I will post a picture of them on the website as soon as I have a chance. 

And what I said up there - YEAH right.  If you know me at all you know that I couldn't keep something like this to myself.

September 10, 2007
2 days and counting before the big ultrasound on Wednesday.  I am so excited and wish it were today!!  I can't wait to find out what we are having.  Matt is just as excited and ready to go register the minute we know for sure.  I will post the news on the website as soon as we find out.

September 7, 2007
Well it is official, I have a craving.  It is Strawberry Pie from Marie Calendars.  I have gone through 3 pies in the last week and enjoyed every bite.  Now I haven't eaten the pies by myself but I have had bigger slices then the norm.  Yummy Yum Yum!!!

I have been feeling pretty good just been anticipating my next Doctor's appt. which is the 12th of September. We will find out the sex and make sure everything else looks good.  It should be an exciting time.

I also received a beautiful gift in the mail from my mom yesterday.  It is a wood carved mother holding a baby that happens to be a boy with blond hair and blue eyes.  Do you think she is trying to tell me something?? I love it mom, thank you!!!

August 31, 2007
Well I had a check up yesterday and it went good. The baby’s heartbeat is beating strong.  Coming in at 157 per minute.  The doctor said it is great that his or her hear rate has been pretty consistent. I am also happy that I haven't gained any more weight.  Yipee!!!  I feel pretty blessed as I haven't had any major problems during the pregnancy and the throwing up has stopped.  Now I just have to worry about which pants I can wear since most of my pants aren't fitting very well.  I have never been so excited to have such a big tummy!

August 29, 2007
Last night I was reading my pregnancy calendar and it is so amazing the things that are happening to the baby right now.  The baby is now appx. 5 inches and weights about 3 ounces. He can fully hear now and research has found that loud and sudden noises can possibly startle the baby.  He is also getting baby fat and will continue to accumulate baby fat until birth.  He is also practicing how to suck on his finger to prepare him for feeding.  How could anyone ever doubt that there is a God!  Who else could have created such a wonderful thing.  When I think about the fact that there is a human life growing daily inside of me I am in Awh! 

August 20, 2007
I am now in my 16th week of pregnancy, can't believe it.  I was reading in my pregnancy journal that the babies ears are formed and are working away which means the baby will now start to hear my voice.  My journal says studies have proven that if you sing to the baby while he/she is in the womb that they will recognize the same tune once they are born.  How amazing to think that now when I talk to him he can hear me and will know my voice when he is born.  I find I want to talk to him all the time. This morning on my way to work I was singing and talking to him and I am sure people thought I was a little loony, but who cares.  They have no idea!

August 16, 2007
I just posted my first "belly" picture.  Still seems so crazy to me but I guess it is real.  I was about 2 days from being 15 weeks when this picture was taken and also wearing my first maternity shirt.  Becky took the picture of me and afterwards I had to keep looking at it because I thought oh my I actually look a little pregnant, can't imagine when I am really starting to show.  Good Times, Good Times!!!

August 13, 2007
I had a doctor's appt. on August 9th and everything went great.  My blood pressure and everything else is great, but more importantly the baby is doing good.  I didn't have an ultrasound but the doctor did listen for the heartbeat and boy was it good.  It fluctuated between 158-162 and he was moving all over the place.  It is so weird to think that the baby is moving around and I can't feel it but I know that time is coming.  We also set up two future appointments, August 30th and then my big appt. is on September 12th. This is the appt. where they will confirm the sex of the baby and make sure everything looks ok.  I am really looking forward to that and know it will be here before we know it. 

Yesterday reality hit me when I realized for the first time that I looked pregnant.  I wore a shirt last night to a softball game that Becky bought for me that happens to be a maternity shirt.  I took a picture to post on the website to start tracking my tummy growth and couldn’t believe my eyes.  I had to keep looking at the picture because I actually looked a little pregnant.  It did kind of trip me out a little but was so exciting at the same time.  Exciting times!!

August 9, 2007
Matthew is doing great and is so excited about the baby.  He talks about him non-stop and all the things he wants to do with him.  On the list of things to do is Disneyland of course, when he is old enough, zoo, museum, and we can't forget motocross.  He can't wait to put Naten in a Fox jersey.  All of the sudden he has also turned into the shopper.  One day last week I called him while I was at work and he was off, to my surprise he was at Nordstrom rack looking at baby items.  I think it is safe to say that Matthew will be a hands on daddy. He has also been pretty lucky because he hasn't experienced any sympathy morning sickness or anything even close but he has been very caring of me and what I am doing.  If I even carry an empty box he gives me the look and tells me to put it down or give it to him.  While it can be a little much at times it is really sweet and is just a reminder that he is looking out for me and the baby. It just shows that he cares.  I think he is going to make a great dad!!

August 6, 2007
Last night and this morning has been emotional for me.  Every day I check my pregnancy calendar and see what's new with the baby and read about new symptoms I may be experiencing.  Last night Matt and I prayed over the baby, as we do most nights, and I was so touched to think that I am finally pregnant that I was having a hard time sleeping.  Then this morning when checking my pregnancy calendar I couldn't believe my eyes when I realized I am 97 days into my pregnancy.  May sound silly but I can't keep from crying just because I am so happy.  People say (don't know what people) but they say nothing compares to a mothers love and I am beginning to understand that.  I already have so much love for this child that I can’t wait to squeeze him and kiss his tiny cheeks, feet and hands.  While I can't wait to meet him I want to be able to enjoy everyday of this pregnancy regardless of how I am feeling or how tired I am and remember what an awesome blessing God has given me and Matthew.   

July 26, 2007
Today was an interesting day.  I had been having some cramping but it would come and go so I didn't think much of it.  Today was a little different because the cramps weren't going away so I called the doctor and she told me to come in right away. Thankfully everything is ok!  In the process of them checking things out I was able to hear the baby’s heartbeat for the first time. Wow!!! It was amazing and I was so relieved all at the same time.  I never heard a sound that made me cry and laugh at the same time.  Not even Beyonce has brought tears to my eyes....HAHA just kidding.  Anyways it was a real treat.  Following the heartbeat they took me in for an ultrasound so I was able to see the baby and boy had he grown from the last time we saw him.  Then the baby was the size of a lima bean and didn't really look like a baby but now you can see the head, spine, hands, feet, and ear.  The baby is nearly 2.5 inches and the heart was beating 162 times per minute. It was a great experience!! My next ultrasound will be in September when I have reached 20 weeks.  I can’t wait for that one!! 

July 21, 2007
Grandparents came for a visit!!  Matt's mom and dad were here all of last week and we had a nice visit.  They came in for Matt's 30th birthday.  That's right he turned the big 30 on Friday the 20th.  While they were here they bought the baby so many things including the crib.  It is gorgeous!!!  The place where we ordered it decided it would be ok for us to place the order but not decide on the finish until we know the sex of the baby.  We are very indecisive right now on the finish but we love the crib. What a blessing!!  In addition they brought clothes, bibs, stuffed animals, books, and the list goes on and on.  They are anxious to come back in February when the baby arrives.  This will be their 5th grandchild. Not only did they spoil the baby while they were here but they spoiled me and Matthew as well.  It was a great visit!!

July 19, 2007
I had a doctor's appt. today and it went great.  I met with my nurse and went over all the do's and don’ts of pregnancy as well as all the classes I can take at Parker Adventist Hospital.  I then met with the doctor and received all the results on my blood test that I had a few weeks ago and I am happy to report that everything came back fine.  I am going on week 13 and haven't gained any weight which is a shocker because I feel very tummy heavy.  My doctor was feeling my tummy and said that she thinks I will carry the baby high because I am so short waisted.  So far so good and I am back to the doctors on August 9th for another check up.  I am going to beg Dr. Lee to do another Ultrasound, so far my plea’s haven't worked out so well but I am going to give it another try.

It's official I can't stand the smell of fish.  While I love to eat it don't bring it near me.  We have eaten at a few restaurants the last few weeks where there was a strong smell and my eyes start watering and I get that feeling.  Matt came up with the best idea, he asked the waiter for a small bowl with ground coffee. Of course they look at us like we are crazy but let me tell you it works.  A few whiffs of the coffee beans and I am good to go.  

July 3, 2007
So today was the big day!!  I was sure feeling anxious and scared but so excited all at the same time.  My brother and sister in law from California surprised us this week so they were able to come along for the big doctor's visit.  In addition to Ray, Priscila, my nephew and Matthew, Becky and Tori were there.  To start my doctor only wanted to let one person in the room with me, she then changed her mind and said 2 people would be fine so Matthew and Priscila came in. 

When the ultrasound started it was so amazing to see how much our little sunshine had grown since my first ultrasound.  The heart was beating 167 times per minute and he/she is appx 2.3 cm long.  What was really neat was when the baby began to move and Dr. Lee confirmed there was only one baby and not 2.   As of this past Sunday I am 9 weeks pregnant and my due date is February 5, 2008.   At this point in my life, this was the most incredible experience.  I can't even begin to tell you how I felt seeing the arm and hand move.  There are no words to express that feeling.  Once Dr. Lee saw that everything was ok so let Becky and Tori come in as well to see the baby.  It was nice to have everyone there, the only people missing was the rest of my family.

We had a great visit with Ray, Priscila and Andrew while they were here. It was a great surprise!!!  Their visit made for a great 4th of July and we were sad to see them go.

July 1, 2007
I just went to Missouri to see my family last week.  It was nice but it was very hot.  I have to admit I was a little nervous about traveling and being so newly pregnant but my doctor reassured me I would be fine.  For the most part while I was there I felt great.  There was only 2 times I got a little sick.  The first time was walking into a Chinese restaurant and then second time was smelling a combination of pizza and sweat.  Other then that all was well.  Of course while I was there we did some shopping and Grammy and Papa bought the baby some things, including a first aid kit, towels, bib's and sleepers.  They are all so cute. 

On my flight home, I was moving my luggage around and the stewardess was persistent on taking care of it for me.  I didn't understand why she was being so friendly then she told me.  You are pregnant aren't you?  I was shocked she knew, she said I just had the look.  Anyways my flight was nice because we chatted most of the way home. 

Tuesday, June 19, 2007
So yesterday was the real deal for me.  I have never experienced anything like it before in my life.  I started feeling sick when I was in the shower and immediately tried to eat something but that wasn't the best idea.  I couldn't eat or drink anything.  I stopped twice on the way to work and once I arrived at work it was happening every half hour on the dot.  I left work early and ended up falling asleep in my car.  I woke up to a nice lady knocking on my window to make sure I was ok.   What a terrible experience and I PRAY PRAY PRAY it doesn't happen again.  I was a mess!  All I wanted to do was cry and sleep.  I finally made it home and took a 4 hour nap, when I woke up I felt great and was able to eat dinner.  Today is a new day and I am doing great!! 

June 17, 2007
I almost forgot to document celebrating our first Father's Day.  We also celebrated Mothers day, after all I was pregnant at the time.  After church we went to Russ and Becky's for lunch where Rachael had prepared a wonderful meal.

Matt's mom loves to spoil us!  She said oh I just sent you a few small things but of course a few small things turns into a large box too heavy for me to lift.  Ray and Yoli sent Matthew a few new shirts, under garments, a gift certificate for Best Buy and of course his favorite....a box of chocolates from See's Candies filled with all nuts.  They also sent him a willow tree figurine called, First Time Dad.  Then sent me several items including a Von Dutch outfit, 3 maternity shirts, lotion, spray, personalized cards and a expecting mom willow tree.  They also sent a gift certificate to Mimi's restaurant as a congratulations gift, we LOVE Mimi's.

Monday, June 4, 2007
Well this was a very fun weekend, my mom and dad came to visit and surprised me by bringing Deven (Tonya's oldest)  With all the anticipation I told them on Thursday night around 10:30pm and they were in shock.  The look on my mom's face was priceless.  Check out the photo gallery for pictures.  Mister played his part just perfect in telling Grammy and Papa.  At first they thought that meant I was getting a new puppy so it took a few mintues for everything to soak in.  It was a great moment and something I will never forget.  So of course we went shopping on Friday looking at baby things, which was fun while my dad relaxed at home.  My dad I think may still be in a little shock but it very excited to be a Grandpa again.  Deven well he was just thrilled, just kidding!!!! If you know Deven you know what I mean. Sunday was very special because out Pastor announced to the church that I was pregnant.  It was awesome to share this experience with all of our church family because they have been praying so long for Matthew and I.  I was also Baptized on Sunday, so it was a full and exciting day.  I also had my first day with morning sickness, I woke up Sunday morning not feeling so hot, got to church to help with setup and ended up throwing up.  After I threw up I was feeling good so I am praying that is the end of it.  Today I am feeling great!

Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Well I am still in shock but so excited and can't wait for my parents to get here.  My mom is going to be so surprised when she finds out I was able to keep this from her and my family for over a week.  By now there are a handful of people that know including Matt's family.  I always said I would tell my mom and dad first but with all the excitement I find I just want to blurt it out.  Matt's mom and dad happened to be with Ray and Priscila when we told them and they were yelling and screaming and very excited.  Grandman Yoli kept telling me she didn't know what to say.  I think they were all speachless. This Friday is going to be so special, we are having a BBQ at Russ and Becky's and I am going to tell my parents but putting a shirt on Mister that says, I am the big brother.  Mister is my 8 month old puppy.  He is like my son.  I am sure they are going to be shocked and so happy.  I can't wait to tell them!

Saturday, May 26, 2007
Last night I had a house full of girls from church for a sleepover.  When I woke up early that morning I took another test that I purchased the day before and within seconds it said "PREGNANT"  I was in disbelief and sat in the restroom and cried.  I couldn't tell Matt because my house was full of girls so I cried and laughed and cried and laughed.  Later that morning I decided to tell him.  I knew a long time ago I wanted to tell him by filling our room with balloons and make it a little treasure hunt, but he decided to take the day off so I didn't have time for that.  Instead I wrote baby on my tummy with an arrow.  Before I was getting in the shower I went into the living room and stretched really big.  He saw Baby and was in shock, he thought I was just being silly.  Then I gave him the test and he knew it was true.  We cried and laughed and sat in silence for a long time.  Our emotions we all out of wack and we didn't know what to say we just hugged each other and thanked God for this blessing. 

Friday, May 25, 2007
So I woke up this morning and decided to take a test.  This is not like me at all because I have taken so many tests in the last seven years and them being negative it usually leaves me feeling depressed.  This particular day was very different for some reason.  I got out of bed, went into my closet pulled out the test that Becky bought for me a month prior and took it.  A few minutes later I couldn't believe my eyes, I saw something I had never seen before and all of the sudden I felt faint.  What I saw was so faint that I couldn't tell if it was negative or positive. I woke up Matt and told him to come take a look.  Well he looked at it basically said that doesn't mean anything and went back to bed.  However I just couldn't shake it, I knew in my heart it was different this time.  When I got to work that morning I called my doctor and sure enough they couldn't get me in that day and said I could come first thing Tuesday morning.  Oh my how could I wait that long.